Lord of the Sheep!!!
From:
Lord Jereth
To:
vwall
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 6:05 pm
Subject:
Please ...
Hi VWall,
Ok, I am quite possibly about to offend you. If I do I apologize
ahead of time but something is really sticking in my craw and
if I don't get it out I will eventually end up leaving Jemsite
for good. Let me preface what I have to say by saying I have
no problems with you personally. I really respect you as a person
and think you're a real nice guy. On any other subject I would
party with you, jam with you, talk with you, etc. without a
second thought. But ...
Your religious views and your barely hidden proselytizing OFFEND
me! I have been forced to stop reading entire threads because
of the anger that began to rise inside me half way through.
You believe in the Christian religion and that is fine. I have
no problem with that but I don't believe in your religion nor
do I want to be witnessed to. I am repulsed and insulted by
it. Don't pose your religious views as facts. They aren't. They
are your interpretation of a belief system and no more then
that. If you think otherwise you are diluting yourself. Remember
this, there is no proof at all that your god exists or that
your 'truth' is correct outside of it's own framework. Please,
believe as you wish but don't go shoving it down our throats.
Now, why does it offend me? It's a long story but I'll cut
it short. You see, I grew up in the Christian religion. Though
I never believed in it, I was forced to be a part of it, I didn't
have a choice. I am the son of abusive and domineering parents
who also happened to be Pentecostals. I don't mean abusive as
in getting spanked when I did something wrong, like so many
today think they were abused. Discipline is a practice of love,
not abuse. I mean things like my mother waving a 9mm pistol
in my father's face over a telephone number and blowing a hole
in the wall to prove her point. I mean my mother standing on
my chest and beating my head into a cement floor. I mean my
family attempting to systematically destroy any and all ambitions
or dreams that didn't have to do with the church or went contrary
to it's views in my parents mind. This included, but was far
from restricted to, my guitar playing. Your god and your religion
never did anything to stop it. In fact I have seen so much evil
done in your god's name that it sickens me. It sickens me when
someone like you believes just because they have religion they
have a license to ignore rules and trample on other people with
impunity. In fact, I HATE your religion and anything that has
to do with it. It's that bad with me. I want NOTHING to do with
your religion in any way.
Your church/religion calls anything evil that it can't (1)
understand/explain, (2) fit into it's own framework or (3) control.
That's fact, just look at history. Galileo was sentenced to
house arrest for life and almost executed because he said the
earth was not only NOT flat but that it was not the center of
the universe, as the church taught. This is just one of MANY
examples I can give. Does 'the crusades' and 'the Spanish inquisition'
mean anything to you? Did you know that Hitler was a practicing
Christian and believed the systematic slaughter of Jews to be
a divine and god sanctioned act? He saw himself as a knight
of god and doing his (god's) work! I believe he was wrong, don't
you?
UFOs, if they exist, aren't necessarily demons in demonic flying
machines nor are ghosts necessarily 'familiar spirits'. The
FACT is that no one can explain these phenomena - that doesn't
make it evil in origin, just unexplained. Nor are they evil
just because someone interpreted the bible as saying that they
were. Nor are they evil just because some things are NOT mentioned
in the bible - yes, I have heard phenomena demonized for that
reason also. Nor are they evil just because they don't fit into
the Christian religion's framework. They are unexplained - period.
Remember, the earth not being round or the center of the universe
goes against scripture - or is that just someone's interpretation?
Come on man, this is a guitar forum. You're not in church nor
do we all need to be saved - regardless of what you've been
taught. Besides, reread the forum rules; RELIGIOUS discussion
is forbidden!
I am asking you as a friend, since it offends me so much, can
you please stop turning threads into religious discussions?
I would REALLY appreciate it. And I'm not alone. I believe in
and enjoy a lifestyle that you would probably not find stomachable.
You would probably think some of my views are wrongheaded, bad,
or even evil. And I can back them up with scripture too. The
difference is you don't see me trying to spread my views on
my chosen lifestyle because I know that they would offend some.
Can you show the same courtesy? Please ...
LJ
From:
vwall
To:
Lord Jereth
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 7:03 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
let me start by saying this, and it may offend you but that's
not my intention.
I feel sorry that your family was the representation to you
for 'religion'
while unfortunate that it is, many, MANY, ppl that claim Christianity,
as you even mentioned, are NOT at all Christians but rather
deviating to serve themselves and there twisted desires, such
as Hitler, and most off the churches as they are today. or their
hearts are far from pure and they are severely disobedient...
In fact, I do not believe in religion, for that matter, neither
does YHVH(God)
In fact He abhors it in part for the very reason s you have
been turned off to Him.
Let me help you to understand me a bit.
I wasn't taught per say what I believe. It was by direct Divine
appointment that I came to where I am and no man had a part
in that.
I grew up similar as you except I was the one pointing a gun
at my mothers head wanting to pull the trigger.
Ever since I was born my life sucked.
First I was a Bastard, given up for adoption, to be adopted
in by a neurotic lady and her husband who beat me at the age
of 2, they divorced and she re married when I was 5 and when
I was 8 I found that the guy was molesting my adoptive sister
who was 5 years older than me, I told on him and the mother
ignored it, then when I was 10-11 he made me have sex with her
repeatedly, finally the mother listened and he ended up in prison.
at 12we went into hiding because of her neurotic nature that
he was getting out that year and was gonna kill us all.
my mother beat me, kicked me, threw dishes at me, duck taped
my face, head together all between the age of 8-12
then she kicked me out at 12 where I lived with a friend for
the summer, moved back home where she kick me again and I blocked
it and it left a bruise on her shin so called the cops and I
went to juvenile hall for a month.
ran away at 15 for a year, then back home til 17 where I moved
out on my own.
started smokin pot and taking speed pills at 11-12 and then
drinking, smoking coke/crack, crystal meth, acid, any thing
I could get my hands on.
Was a practicing satanist, black magician, white magician, had
visitations from demons directly, actually weilded some supernatural
power on certain occasions under heavy drugs. you name it....
after i was about 21 i stopped the whole magic thing as i felt
wrong with it and the wickedness was really strong and my hatred
for all humanity was growing deeper and deeper to the point
where i would viualize muredering ppl....
Got married and was still doing the coke at 25.
I didn't care if I lived or died.
so one nite I come home after having a bad coke high with some
cheap stuff and my wife gets in my face and wont stop.
I threaten to kill her with a hammer. I was holding and she
started praying.
I told her you can pray to your god all you want and it wont
stop me from killing you.
she finally went in the house and I passed out on the driveway.
she got on the phone with a prayer hotline and they prated that
God would send someone to me.
The very next day was a Sunday and I was at the guitar store
ripping it up and some guy was watching an impressed and started
chatting with me. I introduce him to my wife and he invites
us to church and I say we haven't got time and she says we do
so we go to this church where I give my heart to God/Jesus and
get baptize in the Holy Spirit.
Immediately, I mean Instantaneously, I was delivered and healed
from crack/coke addiction, alcohol, every drug!
overnite.
Now if you know anything about these drugs, you know that is
almost impossible for that to happened with no digressing and
withdrawals
It has been7 years now and that's my story. I was destined
for death and now I have life.
So the fact that I am a walking miracle and have been directly
healed by the Father, How could I not believe.
I didn't believe in allot of stuff until it was imparted to
me that day.
As far as MY church/religion that you stated, i must say that
i claim no part of a religious ties to any church or any political
consesus that will deviate from the Bible. I too disagree with
most of the churches conception on religion.
The church was perverted all the way back to 100 AD.
and in addition one of the Popes has delcared himself almighty
and changed the Sabbath day as well as many things.
heretical.
I could go on and on about how man and churches have corrupted
the truth in god's word but i dont think you want to hear that
right now...
I'm sorry my statements have offended you on the forum, but
they are love driven.
I hope for everyone to experience Him like I did and be set
free.
Peace!!
Scott
From:
Lord Jereth
To:
vwall
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 7:34 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
Hi again Scott,
Well, it seems we come from simillar backgrounds. But the fact
still remains that your experinces with your god/belief system/religion,
whatever we're going to call it, is no more then subjective
experience. You experienced it the way you did and it's different
for everyone. How do I explain it? Well, the easy way is to
say that it is believed that we tend to use only 10% of our
grey matter. The other 90% has got to be good for something.
Even people who don't believe in your god have been documented
as having experienced 'miracles' and/or unexplainable phenomena.
Your belief system doesn't corner the market in that area. The
mind is a powerful thing, we still don't know what all it's
capable of doing. Bugs Bunny once said "It's wonderful
what one can do when one doesn't know that one can't do it,"
and I think that makes a lot of sense in this case. This still
doesn't prove your belief system's validity or excuse the fact
that you are purpously breaking forum rules, regardless of your
intentions. I am truly happy that your religious (I'm sorry
for using that word again but it IS a religion) experience makes
you feel as good as it does and has turned your life around.
I mean that from the bottom of my heart. But it hasn't for me
and I want no part of it.
We could debate this until judgement day, to coin a phrase,
but I'd rather not. I am asking you as a civilised person and
as a friend, knowing that your intentions are good, to please
refrain from proselytising, quoting scripture or posing your
religious beliefs as facts in the forum. Regardless of your
intentions, it still does and will always offend me.
LJ
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From:
vwall
To:
Lord Jereth
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 7:52 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
While i apprecaite your cordialness, i can not or will not deny
what i am or the the God I follow.
When others breach forum rules, do you email them against their
bhuddims or muslim views?
you asking me to not be me is the very essence of who i am
in the Lord.
I can not anymore deny or silence myself than you could deny
your wife and kids..
So it seems we're at in impass on this.
Had my comments been to any extreme level at all, Glen would
have been the first one to email me.
Re red thw rules, Religious debate is not arbitrary, but stating
aones views is more than forum legal as long as it doesnt breach
that boundary.
I know i tend to teter that sometimes but for the most part
i am pretty reverent to those rules.
I hope you understand...
Scott
From:
Lord Jereth
To:
vwall
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 9:08 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
Scott,
First off, read what I say, not what you expect me to say.
To intimate that I am asking you to deny your beliefs is a
bunch of bull. That is neither what I said nor what I meant
in any way, shape or form. Just don't shove it down my throat
IS all I am asking. To ask you to deny your god/religious beliefs
would be like asking you to saw off your leg. I know that. I
am not asking that of you nor am I asking you to, as you seem
to want to believe, give up your religious beliefs or even deny
that they exist. Asking you to 'deny' your belief in god would
be to ask you to say 'no' when asked if you believe in god.
I would never ask that of you. Your belief does not offend me.
Your proselytizing does. Your quoting scripture as if it were
fact and law, does. Why is that so hard for you to understand
and accept?
Example: Do I spread my beliefs of BDSM at every chance? No.
Do I try to convince everyone that women should only be subservient
to men? No. Can I back that up and validate these views with
scripture? Yes. Furthermore, do I go through the threads saying
how much I believe women should be made to kneel in a man's
presence, call him Sir or Master and cater to his every whim?
No. Why? Because I know that not everyone holds these views
and some would be violently opposed and offended. Do I mind
that? No, I think it's healthy. Do I believe everyone would
be happier, in their day to day lives if they accepted these
views? In truth, yes. Do I believe and enjoy these things in
my personal life? Yes. Do I know an abundant amount of folks
who believe the same way? YES! Am I 'denying' my views in not
putting them up for public display? No, just not throwing them
at everyone. Is that SOOOO much to ask? I don't think so. Would
you want me to be spouting these views at you whenever I have
the chance? I certainly doubt it.
Have I complained about Muslims and Buddhists? I haven't seen
them witnessing or quoting from their religious books as if
their scriptures were fact, repeatedly on the forum. In fact
I haven't personally seen a single one talk about their religion
at all on the forum. Admittedly I could have missed it if that
occured. Would I complain? Probably, if they started jamming
it down everyone's throats and posing their views as fact that
everyone should know/live by at every chance. Funny, few other
religions do that. Yes, the Muslims do ... the Muslim religion
is based on the christian religion. Mohamid was a christian
first and then recieved his 'divine' inspiration to foster a
holy war with a rival clan, later. Funny how that is.
As far as Glen having a problem, I know for a fact that he
has spoken to you on this matter before and you obviously ignored
it. Just as you are going to ignore my request now. You are
typical of the christians that I have met in the past because
you think that you have 'the truth' and it gives you a liscense
to do as you please. You wield your religion like a weapon and
enjoy it when someone takes offence because you believe it validates
your position. You believe that anyone who doesn't want your
'truth' forced on them is automatically persecuting you and/or
your religion and that they are automaitcally anti-christian/god/religion
so therefore you don't feel so bad about stepping on their toes.
It's exactly people like you who turned me away from your religion/god
in the first place.
Again, I am not asking you to deny your religion. Hey, believe
in talking donkeys and talking burning bushes all you want.
Live it up and be happy. I mean that, with no irony or sarcasm
intended. Just don't try to convince me to do the same just
to make you feel better about it.
Look Scott. I didn't come looking for a fight or to make problems
for you. I am not asking you to give up your religion or 'deny'
it or your god. I am just asking you not to force me and others
to view it. Is that truly so much to ask?
LJ
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From:
vwall
To:
Lord Jereth
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 9:37 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
i think you are way out of line by saying im the exact type
of person that turned you away.
Its sad that you want to group me with them as i am very far
from that practise.
But thats ok.
But i will tell, is that you have me pegged ALL wrong with
those accusations you threw out.
I dont weild it as a power and such, i actually try to be reverent
and i certainly dont "enjoy" it when others get offended.
As far as me ramming it down your throat{s)
you have to it admit that thats a huge overstatement.
At no time have i rammed anything on anyone. i have always
been careful to not to do that so i find it comical that you
accuse me of thus.
I state my thoughts pertaining to topic... yes, with scipture
at times, and even elaborate a little too much when prompted
by others in the thread, but thats no different than referencing
the a manual for something of refernce, Not that its the same
but an analogy.
the trem angle should be this degree.. etc
as i say that i think ghosts are this and that and here is my
manual, in a sense, backing up my statement etc.. you get the
idea.
trust me, i know what ramming it down is and if thats what
you really think i have done then perhaps you have sooo much
bitterness about this topic and its overflowing with the smallest
statements.
I understand that if thats the case, but i dont like being flasly
accused.
But if you still feel that way, its ok.
My only motivation is really just compassion...
From:
Lord Jereth
To:
vwall
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 10:13 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
You are right, I AM grouping you in with those folks. Because
you refuse to stop even when asked nicely. Even asked by more
then one person. If it was compassion that truly motivated you,
I doubt there would be so much problems with you stopping it.
After all, you've said your piece and made your point often
enough in the forum. That is also why I used the term 'jamming
it down someone's thoat'. Cover it with sugar all you want but
you are still forcing us to be a party to it. To me, at this
point, it seems more a question of pride then compassion. And
we both know what your 'manual' has to say about pride.
Quote:
“as i say that i think ghosts are this and that and here is
my manual, in a sense, backing up my statement etc.. you get
the idea.”
Excellent analogy but there's a bit of a problem. A trem's
manual is written by the designer about a REAL object. The object
can be proven to exist over and over again to anyone at any
time. The bible on the other hand was written by MAN, not god
and the subject is not provable, only subjective. Even the men
who study the bible can't agree on what it says. Even the believers
of this same book can't agree with each other on what is meant.
There are false translations throughout this 'manual' and chapters
have been taken away from the original, with some put back later
on the whim of folks who lived hundreds and even thousands of
years after the original was set to paper. In our own lifetimes
the bible has been rewritten and reinterpreted. Over thansands
of years of this treatment there is, more then likely, little
of the original meaning left. I'm sorry, but any sane man would
start to question the validity of that book after that knowledge
was brought to light. Not only that but I'd be scared as hell
to drive in a car that had this kind of a book for a manual.
Yes, this is a subject that is very touchy with me. I believe
I said that earlier. It obviously means little to you. Which
is WHY I group you with the rest of christians I have met. I
have yet to see you say you will curb spewing your religious
views in my presence, let alone stopping it all together. On
the contrary, I have come away with the distinct feeling you
are telling me 'Sorry it offends you but tough sh1t. I'm in
the right and I can do what I want 'cause my book says so'.
I have shown you how I can muzzle my touchy topics, can't you
do the same?
LJ
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From:
vwall
To:
Lord Jereth
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 10:44 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
i quite agree with you about the translation of the Bible.
but man was an instrument used to write it and the word are
the inherent words God ordained.
in fact the bible doesnt contradict itself.
also, its not about interpretations.
thats is false doctrine.
The bible interprets itself.
anyways...
because of this very reason, i dont use a Bible as it is known.
the original translation was in aramaic, converted to hebraic,
to a few others then back to aramaic and hebraic again.
Todays bible is full of things that are not quite correct.
thats why we use a bible that is a direct translation from the
scrolls.
anyways, i know what you mean about the pride topic but thats
just not the case, i only continue to refer to things in our
correspondance because it is relevant to our discussion.
where do you see me puffed up and boasting?
no where.
i have tried to contritely reflect some good.
whether ppl want to accept it or beleive it is up to them.'
As i stated in that post, everyone has to make their own decision.
i have made mine, you have made yours etc..
Im not trying to make you believe me. thats not my job.
we all have our choice and thats the bottom line.
God gave us a free will....
From:
Lord Jereth
To:
vwall
Posted:
Tue Sep 24, 2002 11:57 pm
Subject:
Re: Please ...
vwall wrote:
“i quite agree with you about the translation of the
Bible.
but man was an instrument used to write it and the word are
the inherent words God ordained.
in fact the bible doesnt contradict itself.”
It's full of contradictions. If you want a list I can get you
one. But, being a good christian you would be in denial about
this and anything I showed you. So that would be a waste of
time. Trust me, I've seen it before.
Quote:
“also, its not about interpretations.
thats is false doctrine.
The bible interprets itself.”
The bible has been written from copies of other copies of other
copies by hand so often before the printing press came out that
it does NOT say what it said originally. One copyist interprets
what it says into the latest modern laguage and so on over centuries.
Just look at a bible from 100 years ago and read one from today.
They will not corralate. That's not false doctrine, that's demostrable
truth. You'd like to think it otherwise though, wouldn't you?
If it weren't otherwise then your personal truth (read faith)
would be in question. No, denial is the best course ... obviously.
Hey, it's served your bretheren for a couple thousand years
so far, why stop now?
Quote:
“anyways...
because of this very reason, i dont use a Bible as it is known.
the original translation was in aramaic, converted to hebraic,
to a few others then back to aramaic and hebraic again.
Todays bible is full of things that are not quite correct.
thats why we use a bible that is a direct translation from the
scrolls.”
Fact is, the original texts don't even exist anymore and haven't,
in the case of the old testament, for thousands of years. Also,
look up the Council of Nicea and the vote on what to keep and
what to drop of the original texts. What we know as the bible
today is the direct product of this council. Many books were
dropped as not being 'devinely inspired'. A few were later put
back in, as in the case of the book of Revalations.
Quote:
“anyways, i know what you mean about the pride topic
but thats just not the case, i only continue to refer to things
in our correspondance because it is relevant to our discussion.
where do you see me puffed up and boasting?
no where.”
I never said you were puffed up and boasting. There are many
variations of pride. One is not to drop a subject for fear of
looking inferior or unworthy. Even at the cost of harming another.
And I was talking about your religious posts in the forum, and
your refusal to stop even if you offend someone, not our discussion
in PM.
Quote:
“i have tried to contritely reflect some good.
whether ppl want to accept it or beleive it is up to them.”
No, you have quoted scripture to boost your views of things
as if it were truth. When in actuallity all you have is a belief
based on a document that is not able to be proven as factual.
If you had said 'I believe' it to be so, that would be one thing
but instead you simply said 'it is so' because my manual says
so.
Quote:
“As i stated in that post, everyone has to make their
own decision. i have made mine, you have made yours etc..
Im not trying to make you believe me. thats not my job.”
Really? You've made your point in the forums. You're a believer.
Your devine truth has been spread, so why continue if it offends
others? Why not 'knock the dust from your feet' as your bible
says, and move on (in a phylisophical sense of course, not asking
you to leave Jemsite just 'cause I have a problem with your
religion, honest.). Answer me this: If this devine truth of
your's is so universal, correct, and perfect, i.e. directly
from god, why does he need you to spread it? It should be inherant
and obvious to all without your help. If it's so powerful then
how do you explain non belief? If it was as perfect a truth
as you'd like to think then it would be accessible to all.
Quote:
“we all have our choice and thats the bottom line.
God gave us a free will....”
Sounds to me like 'I'll continue to say what I want on in the
forums on this subject, although it's against the forum rules
and offends you, and it's your choice whether you believe it
or not,'. Guess what, you can't yell 'FIRE!' in a theater either.
It offends people ... like policemen, judges, fire officials,
etc ... you gonna use that line on them too?
But, let's talk about free will for a moment. You believe your
god to be omnipotent, correct? If god is omnipotent then he
KNOWS everything that has ever happened, is happening now and
WILL EVER HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE. If this is true then free will
is impossible. He KNOWS what you are going to do before you
do it. Therefore, you are not making FREE choices so much as
playing a predestined part in a cosmic play. You can not say
it's otherwise. You can't have it both ways.
Did you ever think about this? According to your bible, god
created Lucifer, correct? Knowing full well what he would do
and what he would become. Defacto, he condoned what was to happen.
He knowingly created the scourge of mankind and set it loose
on his creation. This is an all loving god? This is an all merciful
god? 'God is love' and does this? and to what end? To, by default,
tempt his creation then chastise and punish those that give
into that temptaion? For what? For his own glory and edification?
In Genesis it says that god created the universe and everything
in it, including man, because he was lonely. If god is all powerful
would he be lonely or choose to be lonely? If he is perfect
and all powerful, would he create a universe that he knows ahead
of time will eventually destroy itself? Would he create a head
angel that would eventually turn on him and become the very
embodyment of evil and entropy? Or was that a goof? No, god
is perfect, he can't goof. So he did it on purpous. Hmmmm ...
doesn't sound like a god I want to worship or even have any
part of.
Your 'truth' is not truth for everyone nor is it the only 'truth'.
Get used to it. Some of us don't want your 'truth' nor do we
have to hear it just because you think it's better for us. I
don't want your witnessing. I don't want to read it, or hear
it or see it. It offends me, violently. Please stop. If you
wish to keep going with this debate in PM that is fine, and
I even welcome it. But in the forums is another matter. I would
like to be able to read any given thread without being afraid
of having to deal with your false god and unenlightened views
of an outdated religion. Also, I believe Glen, the onwer, has
the same want.
LJ
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